Career path and college

Hoping someone can share their wisdom! Im incredibly stressed out, prayed for some help so I’m wondering if maybe someone on here has what I need to know what to do. I’m applying for colleges to attend fall 2021, and I’m considering either west or east coast. I’m from California, though currently I live in Ohio. I’m considering north and South Carolina as well because I’m afraid I’m choosing this specific school in CA just because I’m familiar. I don’t want to limit my options, and Id love some adventure. I just don’t know what the right choice is, and the choice will impact a lot of things in my life. The other thing is that, we’re all kind of called to do something. A lot of is ignore it or maybe don’t find it until later, but I have a passion that I love so much it hurts. It kills me because it’s cliche too, and I don’t know if it’s possible or if it’s just a dream. I want to sing, I want to make music, and I don’t need to go to college for that. I in all honesty don’t want to go to college. But it’s more or less expected and I don’t know if I could make it as a musician because I don’t know if I’m good enough, despite how much I love it. And I don’t want to be one of the people that don’t go to college and struggle as a musician because I want to not struggle financially- I also don’t want to be one of those people that never chased their dreams. So I’m stressed. Looking for some answers because I cannot do this myself .