Feeling VERY discouraged 🥴

Random vent because I’m kind of at that point 😒😭🤬🥵😴 I know in the “grand scheme” of things, we haven’t been trying that long (about 7mo), but I seriously feel like I am getting no where! Just some type of forward direction would be reassuring. I feel like we’re in the huge waiting game with my hormones and mess to straighten out.

I haven’t had a period in since the end of July after coming off BC in April. I’m on progesterone to try to jump start a period - which is just more “waiting” since I’ll be on it for 4 more days and then supposedly it’ll take up to 7 more days for af to show up.

My cycle is so messed up that when I was leaving a message for the dr one day, I spent 30 minutes having to explain it to the nurse (@ a women’s clinic!) who then said “yea...that’s a lot...I’ll have to get with doc & get back to you!” I feel like I’m basically going to have to “throw” the last 3 months of opk & bbt testing out the window and restart after af shows up.

Thank you for listening to my rant!! My ovaries are the most incompetent, and I’m very, very over it today! 🤷🏼‍♀️