Please let this be our time!

I’m on CD17 and finally got the flashing smiley face on my ClearBlue Advanced opk! This is my first month using these after a chemical last month. We’re on month 5 of trying and it’s starting to weigh on me...it doesn’t help that staying safe during COVID makes it much harder to distract my extrovert self with things I love. I woke up in such a sad mood but seeing that glimmer of hope completely turned it around. I feel like I know and love this child already in my mind’s eye and am so excited for whenever it is that I get to meet them. Sending prayers and love to everyone out there on the same journey, July 2021 feels like a good month ☺️