Anyone else here TTC years after losses?

I had 2 losses both around 8 weeks back in 2018 they were only 4 months apart (I got pregnant back to back). I was with my toxic ex & though I do not regret my pregnancies & still am mourning them I understand now why they possibly didn’t work out & I’m grateful I’m no longer around that person. I’m in a healthy happy stable committed relationship & we have agreed to TTC officially since I’m not on birth control & we are ready. Good jobs, nice apartment, etc. Years ago I was in an unhealthy relationship & had nothing going for me at all. I believe the severe stress could’ve contributed to the losses but I can’t be sure, I was checked after that & they seen nothing wrong & I’ve gotten regular periods ever since but I’m terrified. I’m scared I either won’t conceive quickly again or I’ll have another loss. 😔 this is going to be our first official cycle trying I’m on my period at the moment I’m nervous but excited but scared. Anyone else in the same boat?