My rainbow baby pregnancy

Last year I got pregnant October and lost my twin dec.4.2019 due to a virus not even known if covid or other,

I'm filled with emotion but dont even want to mention to my husband because I'm scared to lose this one too.

I've only been trying for 4 months because after losing my twins I didn't even know I wanted more kids till 4 months ago ....

I dont know how to keep it a secret since I'm 5weeks and my family and hubs are into drinking games again because they lost to me multiple times before last month (damn tiktok) drunk time prolly got me preggers lol.

Anyone else filled with emotions, but scared