So frustrating!

So my dr pulled me out of work due to bad dizzy/fainting spells as well as falling because severe sciatica and my leg quitting on me randomlu. So everyone has decided that that means my boyfriend can quit the job he's ben furloughed from (we are waiting for him to be brought back) and leave me with two 20m olds (18m adjusted) toddlers. Like I was pulled from a DESK JOB. How the hell do you expect me to keep up with two toddlers while I'm having fainting spells. Also trying to cope with depression/anxiety/ptsd from my last pregnancy and delivery.. My stepmother turned around "well then you should be in the hospital" I dont know when she got her medical/midwives license 🙄 like yes. That will help so fucking much. 😡