I am annooooooyed

I know I can’t be the only one. But god, sometimes I really can’t stand my significant other. Idk what it is. But it’s frustrating, and awkward. We can go for days with barely saying a few words to each other. I’m bipolar. He still doesn’t understand that and so he takes my different moods personally and it’s unfair. As many times as I’ve tried to explain that it’s just my brain, he still thinks I’m doing it on purpose. It’s a lose lose situation. Idk. I’m just fuckin annoyed lol.