Indent/evap line? Update: yep, all bfn’s after this

I’m only 9dpo but after two chemical pregnancies earlier this year I really wanted to surprise my husband for our anniversary. I know I can test in a few days but I just want to confirm that this is an evap or indent line?

This is the same FRER test but with pics in different lighting. (Please excuse my fingernails 😩) lol

Taken 5 min after dipping in cup of fmu

And update: a few hours later it’s got nothing that I can see at all :/

Anyway just want to be sure you see what I saw. Not telling my hubby unless I see a CLEAR positive after so much heartbreak. Baby dust to all of us trying!

UPDATE: 4 days later, two defective tests and three BFN’s later, I’m gonna conclude that this was a defective test bc I even got a doctor blood test and it came back negative. Expecting AF today on Halloween after another BFN