I just need to vent 😭😩

So I have a short luteal phase of 8-9 days. Ovulation was confirmed with bbt. I’m now 11dpo with no sign of AF and 3 days worth of faint lines on FRER (even with tinges of pink!). My bbt dipped a little this morning but is still above my cover line. I’m either having another chemical or they have been some damn convincing indent lines. At this point I think I’d rather it turn out to be indents because at least then it means my luteal phase has lengthened.

Has anyone got any advice or even just some words of support? I just feel so frustrated and defeated that I don’t have a clear answer one way or the other.