Identity

Did you feel like you lost your identity after having babies?

This is something I’m struggling with currently. I feel as tho I’m being so strong for everyone else but who is being strong for me? It’s a daily mental battle honestly. I’m beginning to think maybe I am suffering from PPD. I am 9 weeks pp & just feel like a darkness is trying to overtake me but I’m fighting thru it daily for the sake of my 2 babies. I do feel like I’ve lost my identity still tho. Idk. This post is all over the place. 🤦🏽‍♀️😩

**Seeing these comments made me feel better. I failed to add that I do love being a mommy to my 2 littles. It’s always been my dream. but this pp period with my little son has wiped me out mentally & physically. I have struggled immensely considering he’s no where as easy as my first born daughter. I trust that things will get better. I just haven’t felt as supported as I’ve needed to but I’m pushing thru. One day at a time. I’ve started taking time for me at the end of the day with a long hot bubble bath, some chocolate & a pepsi lol it sounds silly but I’ve been feeling better.💕