i wanna be a SAHM

I really want to be a SAHM and be able to raise my child the way I want. I don’t really trust anybody with her anyway but at the same time i feel guilty for wanting to stay home instead of work and help provide for the household. My SO works 40+ hours during the week and I feel terrible that I can’t help out right now (I’m 3weeks pp). I want to be able to wake up with my daughter and spend the day with her and watch her grow. Maybe when she starts going to school I’d want to go back to work but right now I want to enjoy the time I have with her. I’d just feel so terrible and worthless if I’m not working and helping out financially.