Getting my hopes up?

So I had a fertility tarot reading done in June. I was told October was significant in my TTC journey, and that my sign that I see when I have conceived is white roses. I have not seen any white roses anywhere in person, on the internet, or anything. Until a couple days ago, I opened Facebook and the very first post was sunflowers and white roses. I've never seen that combination.

So that was just crazy to me that it lined up with October and that's the first time I saw white roses. AF is supposed to start Friday, I'm on cycle day 30. 11 DPO. I'm a little crampy but not like period cramps, it's more of a full feeling? In the lower left side. I'm also peeing a lot more than normal. 6 DPO I woke up to my nipples burning and hard. My cervix is pretty high and soft, and I read that before your period it's low and hard. My past cycles I've checked a few days before my period and it had already dropped and gotten firm. so I'm not sure if I'm just overthinking it or if I could possibly be pregnant? I've taken tests the past three days and I don't think I see anything. But the first test I took (CD 9) I did a no-no and looked a few hours after I took it, and I saw a pink faint line (it's harder to see when uploaded here but in person it was there and in the original picture)

I know should probably just wait until Friday to see if I start, I'm just getting my hopes up and I feel like AF is just going to show