I kicked my husband out 😔

This is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. My husbands an alcoholic. It got to the point where I couldn’t take it anymore. He needs help. I can only do so much. We have a four year old together and been together 6 years. He stayed in a hotel lastnight but plans to stay with a family member the rest of the time. I don’t know how long I’ll make him be gone. I told him he needed to do some soul searching and figure out what he wants but I can’t be apart of his alcoholism anymore. The last year of our marriage has been hell. I’ve fought so hard. I’ve made so many attempts to help him and save our marriage but im at my last leg. It’s ruining me. I love him but I can’t keep living in fear. I made it clear if he didn’t do something drastic, like get help AA or something I see no point in continuing the marriage. He was a mess lastnight. He’s not one to spend money on a hotel. I feel awful but know I have to be strong for my son. Just venting ☹️