Please help me !!

I’ve had my grandmother pass away on Saturday because of Covid and now my uncle is passing away today and my aunt is in the hospital too . We have not been able to see them or say goodbyes :( My family is extremely close and this news is so hard for my family right now they are devastated. I’m a hairdresser and want to cancel my day . Am I a bad persons for canceling . My family is falling apart before my eyes . What should I do ? If you were a client would you be mad ?