So, my fiancé and I have been together for 5 years. We’re in a good place now. He has cheated on me very early in our relationship and I admit that I did talk to other guys. We’ve been engaged since 2019 and to my knowledge he has been faithful. I guess you can call it women’s intuition because something told me to check his phone. I don’t got through his phone but I do have his password. So, I went through his phone and saw that a girl texted him “Goodnight😘.” I went through his calls and seen that he facetimed her saturday. So I confronted him and he acted like he didn’t see it and that he went to sleep. It was no conversation just that one message, so he could’ve deleted the conversation. IDK He always tries to make it seem like i’m going crazy but if it was me He would be mad too. He produces music and has his own studio and lately he’s been talking to women that want to record music. It’s been mostly men. He says the girl that sent that message is someone he knew from his old neighborhood for years and says that he wouldn’t cheat with her because she’s unattractive but we all know that doesn’t matter. So he calls the girl and asks her why she sent the message and she says it was a joke. He blocked her. Idk if it’s insecurities but something is telling me that’s not the full truth but he swears to me that he didn’t do anything with her and that he only speaks to women when it’s music related. another thing is he always make me it seem like the women are unattractive . I mean IDC if they are beautiful but it’s weird how he says that. He stays home with me and our child most days but sometimes he’s gone for hours and he hangs around his old neighborhood with his brother and friends. Idk where he goes half the time because when he wakes up on his off days he’s gone without telling me anything. He’ll leave to go do something and be gone for a long time and sometimes I’m like, “does it really take that long to do this and that?” He says he’s doing stuff for family and handling business and I trust him. Lately, I’ve been doubtful. Should I let it go?

EDIT: He also never called her in front of me. When he called her he wasn’t at home but he said they got into an argrument about her playing jokes on his phone. He never wanted to contact her while I was present and said he’ll do it at a time that she’s up because she won’t see a message late in the morning.