So I currently have a 8 month baby girl. And over 2 months we found out we were pregnant again. We were excited but something felt off about it and I was honestly very worried about having a second child. I thought I wanted a second but then it was happening I started to panic. Well I ended up having a miscarriage at 10 weeks and I can’t help to be relieved... I feel guilty for being relieved that I miscarried.