Hormones are getting the best of me.

I can’t control my anger. I can get angry over the smallest thing or start crying for no reason. I hate it because I know I am over reacting and it’s uncontrollable. I hate feeling that way so easily.

My stress level is threw the roof we have 3 all together. I have two boys and he has one. I’m in my last trimester and it’s just sinking in that I’m going to be overwhelmed with 4. His son is over every fri-Sunday and Fridays are the worst because they all have homework online and I’m helping them it’s not so bad when. it’s two that I can get one started on something and then work with the other but adding the third on Friday and I feel like a failure. If I can’t handle school work with three how in the world am on going to manage 4.

Everyone keeps asking me how are u going to go back to work and it never occurred to me how much work that will be because my answer was just my mom is going to babysit but if kids are still out of school and doing online work she can’t do all that with a baby. Everything is just hitting me in the face because I only have only 2 months to go. Lord help me! My emotions are making me fall apart.

Okay done ranting just had to let out my emotions maybe that will help.