Struggling with my body.

So idk if I’m just being over dramatic or overly sensitive. So I’ve always struggled with my weight. I used to be over weight and about 2/3 years ago I lost 38lbs. I used to way 140 and went down all the way to 102lbs I’m 5ft btw. Even when I was at my lowest weight I was never happy with the way I looked. At the time I felt “too skinny” because I always got told I looked “sick” after I lost the weight. So I worked on gaining 10lbs and I finally felt good in my own body. I felt confident. I stayed between 110-112 for about a year and then Covid hit and we got quarantine and I gained about 8lbs. I still feel sort of comfortable in my body but some times I catch myself feeling insecure.

So anyways I was hanging out with my bf and hes walking me to my car. And as we walk out he says “ it’s so cold” and I say “it’s not that cold plus u have a jacket” and he says “it’s because your big boned” and I was like “Huhhh?! Repeat that” and he was like “u thick. It better than being skinny” and I was like “oohhh ok” and I got in my car and gave him a kiss goodbye and left.

But when I got home I found myself looking in the mirror and going back into that negative mindset. I don’t think he meant thick as is fat ass lol because I have no ass lol. So I was like “ok so he must think I’m getting fat”. And now I’m feeling really down about myself.

So ladies I’m I reading to much into this?

This is the last full body picture I have of me. This was back in August.