Feeling frustrated with ttc

So quick ran down I have a 9 old son and was on birth control for most of the 9 years after I had him. I had the Marina IUD for 7 straight years and 4 years with no period until I got it removed because my husband and I wanted to start trying right away. We got engaged and married within four months. Because well it’s 2020 and I wasn’t gonna plan anything for next year when we could plan shit for this your. We had it in our backyard and it was a perfect day. That’s was August 1. I had got my IUD removed on June 5. I had my first period in 4 years on July 21 the week before the wedding. 🙏🙏🙏 my periods have been regular since it has returned. Last month I ovulated before the predicted ovulation day. So no luck last month and now this month, the ovulation test started to show that I was about to ovulate and now its saying my LH levels are decreasing without ever getting a positive test say this is the day..

I feel sad and so confusing. I don’t even wanna bring it up to my husband because he doesn’t understand this stuff to benign with. HELP ME !