Tired of being angry all the time!

I’be always had a temper. I’ve been able to control it usually. But lately it’s been getting harder to do so.

When I had my son it felt like my temper vanished. I have no idea why. That feeling lasted until recently. (He just turned 1 on the 10th.) I’ve recently started reducing the amount of times I pump now. Which might be making my hormones go crazy/back to before I had my child.

Has this happened to anyone before? I want to go onto medication to control it (because it really is that bad and hard to control most days) but I’m going to be trying for baby #2, and I don’t want to be on any medication during that time.

Thoughts?