Guilt for the Holidays...

I’m going with my boyfriend to his hometown for Christmas. I’m nervous about meeting his grandparents for the first time. 😬I feel guilty for leaving my own family. This will be my first time out of state with him. It’ll also be my first time flying.

I need help! 😫

How do I conquer this anxiety/excitement? 🤔 I know anxiety and excitement have the same effect on the body, so I’m trying to tell myself it’s excitement... I need some advice, any and all are welcome!