Losing your virginity

When you lost your virginity, how did it feel? I just lost mine tonight and it hurt so bad that I about cried a few times.

In the initial act, there was some pain, but I noticed that nothing felt good for me at all. Is that normal? Even when he was trying to play with my clit, all I could think about was him finishing so it’d stop hurting.

And if it is normal, does it get better over time? Will it actually start to feel good after the first few times? I’m just scared that there’s something wrong with me.