An unhealthy state of mind. 🙃

Anyone else messing around with that one man who “doesn’t want a commitment” yet wants to “exclusively be with you”? One that has left you in a world of “I don’t know my my place”. Yet you’re so lust hungry for this man and every little thing has you heart and eyes like “dameeeeeeee 😍😏🥴🤤💘”. It’s like I try not to get so truned on by every little thing like some sex crazed maniac but the man is fineeee. Because that’s were I’m at right now and as wrong as it feels it also feels sooooo right. Like I’m in some undercover sexy work romance with a dime piece. Dame. I’m gunna be a wreckkkkk once this goes south but hey I’m 22 and on the best birth control (🤞🏽) I don’t have to be perfect right now. 🤷🏽‍♀️ Feel free to tell me how wrong I am. ❤️ I probably need to hear it. Or do I?