Boyfriend wants abortion, I don't

Tw. I'm so lost and stuck. I need help. I'm 19, he is 22. I was on the pill but yeah I got pregnant. I'm roughly 4-5 weeks. Just got a positive blood test. He is telling me this will ruin his life, I can't force him to be a father, he will end up killing himself, we can't do this ect ect. I am pro choice but personally I couldn't get an abortion. My family will be a huge support. I'm going to finish college in June (baby would be due about September). We currently live at my mother's house but we've been looking for apartments. Like i think we can make this work. Idk I don't want an abortion. What do I do?