Someone was beating on my house and window

I just had my entire property searched.

I woke up from a dead ass sleep to my house being fucking BEAT ON.

No idea, couldn’t find anyone.

I just went through a break up so I texted my ex like please don’t let that shit be you because.. here’s the thing. I live next door to family.

We do not call police. That’s all I will say. I usually don’t keep a gun in my house, there’s too many bad fucking statistics about it being used by someone in the house being more likely than it being used on an intruder and both my ex and I struggled with depression and I didn’t want that shit to be an option and I didn’t have a safe.

Well now I’m armed because that scared me like to my core. Like crying, can’t breathe, about to throw up because I have nothing like I couldn’t even find aNYTHING TO DEFEND myself with, I have a taser but it’s my purse which is nowhere to be found.

I’m just fucking mad dude. I really don’t feel like this was my ex, he KNOWS he will get shot on sight like he fully knows better but I still sent a warning text like that better not be you. We had an easy split so I don’t know what he’d be trying to do, maybe scare me if he’s lost his fucking mind? That’s why I don’t think it’s him. Someone could like, know I’m living alone now.

I just feel sick and freaked out when I was sleeping just fine. I’m upset

I’m just waiting for it to happen again.

And before someone gets butthurt, I had my CC before open carry laws were passed. The guns are registered and we have strong make my day laws. In other states you have to use equal force. Here I can shoot someone for trying to beat my windows in.

Updated: I didn’t sleep because that scared me so bad. My family is watching my house now but who the hell did that and why did they do it? That’s all I can think about. They clearly did it just to scare me and definitely knew when it was time to run.