Is it bad?

Question

So should masterbation make me feel guilty?... My husband likes the thought of me doing it and when he leaves on the road he will ask for videos and things but I haven't in months bc I just feel like I shouldn't be. Another thing is that sex feels good but I haven't had an orgasm from sex in the 5 years I've been with my husband so I get irritable bc I take a vitamin that boosts libido so I'm always horny but never get to orgasm.... it's emotionally draining and physically painful 😩😩😩😩😩

Answer

it’s okay to feel a little wrong about it. Before you start sending him videos try practicing by yourself maybe, experiment with what you like. At first it’s gonna be really awkward n it might take a few tries but that’s okay. Badgirlsbible.com helped me figure out some techniques that I use now. Anywho since you haven’t had a orgasm maybe you might like a vibrator better than your hand or something else. (You can use vibrators with your husband during sex too 😉) You can get a little bullet one orrrr since you said your husband would like to see videos you can get a g-spot one (rabbit one, curved, that even have some that spin n shake while inside lol.) But really the only thing is to experiment tbh and getting out of your own head. 
So until you’re ready to make a video for him (you don’t have to if it’s too awkward or weird.) I’d say when you feel a little horny just practice with yourself, get yourself wet, try rubbing your clitoris with clean hands or vibrator of course, next watch, read, of imagine anything if need be to keep going. (Might take awhile so make sure you have the time ) and when you feel it coming it might feel a little uncomfortable (legs might feel weird, stomach might hurt, feel like you need to poop, might feel like you need to pee, etc it’s not a bad feeling it’s just weird) but when it comes, trust me it’ll be like so freeing. 
Anyway sorry this is long and I probably went off topic but just reply under this if you need anything else or questions. If you need recommendations for vibes I have those too :)
Happy masturbating ❤️

Is it bad?

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