Annoyed mama to be

If my boyfriend asks me to give him head one more time while I’m pregnant I’m gonna lose it. I tell him every time it’s uncomfortable for me no matter what position like I’m heavily pregnant far into my third trimester. I have horrible heartburn all the time and I’ve tried everything and talk to my dr about it and she’s basically like there’s nothing else to do at this point and for the times I don’t have heartburn and he asks and I do it, it then gives me heartburn. Like he always says he hates jerking off like idc just leave me alone I don’t want to suck your dick but he has to act like a baby about it and keep asking and giving me all these reasons or some dumb shit and won’t just take no for an answer and move on. Like he’s so fucking selfish and he’s like we used to have so much sex and everything when I wasn’t pregnant and that’s true we used to and since I’ve been pregnant ive had like zero interest in it. And he’s like well I need to release I’m stressed and I go to work for long hours everyday etc (I don’t currently work rn due to Covid) I know this is all over the place but I’m just so over it. Like I wanted tacos for dinner and he buys the stuff to make it and then we were just sitting here talking and he asks me for head tonight before we go to bed and I say I have heartburn bc I have to give an excuse bc I can’t just say no he won’t take it. But he never takes my excuse either but whatever. And then he’s like well then you shouldn’t have tacos for dinner if you have heartburn and he’s probably right it’s not gonna help it but I took omeprazole and I really really fricken want tacos for dinner I’ve been craving them for like a week. Like I’m pregnant why can’t I just eat what I want and you leave me alone. Ugh I just really needed to rant. Sorry for being long and all over the place.