24yrs old, 6 weeks pregnant, not sure what to do

Hi there. I recently found out that my boyfriend and I are 6 weeks pregnant. I previously had an abortion in college (most scarring experience of my life) and I’m not sure I have the wherewithal to do that to myself of my baby again after almost dying post-abortion. I am very scared though and I guess I’m looking for reassurance? My boyfriend is 35, we make about 125k combined. I also have my own business outside of my 9-5 which is pretty successful but my business partner and I haven’t started paying ourselves yet. I’m living with my parents now due to the pandemic but my BF and I have just found a 3 bedroom apartment to rent. This is all happening so fast and I’m just not sure if I’m too young or even ready for this type of responsibility. Baby is due September 7th.