Giving up...

Ttc for a year, diagnosed with PCOS in November, and now on my second round of clomid. (14 months in total)

I’m 24, my significant other is 21. We talked about not being able to fall pregnant and agreed that if we aren’t pregnant by her he end of this year we would call quits on our relationship. We have foster children who are set to be reunified with their mom in October. I agreed because I feel selfish trying to hold on to him when there are plenty of women out here who would have no problem conceiving. Who am I to hold him back?

I know I don’t deserve to be alone but I feel like I do because this is my own fault. How do I cope with feeling so useless?

*he was tested before I could start clomid. Everything came back normal. That is how I know it’s my fault.