Worried

I wish I knew what it felt like not to worry.

Some people would just leave their relationship.. but I feel stuck. And worried that nothing will change but in a battle with what if it does change. In a battle with myself. Fighting silently because I don’t want anyone to judge me.... and because I am so deeply in love that it kind of hurts me to even think about moving on. I hate it here... I don’t want to worry anymore.