Depression?

Anyone else ever suffer from pregnancy related depression?

I’m in my second trimester, to be honest I think it’s been going on for about 6-8 weeks now but I finally came to terms with it when I actually became totally unhinged over something so small - like so small but I cried for 4 hours straight. Got home, simmered down, something else small happened and I became unhinged again, to the point where I was on my knees in the shower just sobbing.

I love my baby so much, but I hate being pregnant. I hate what it’s done to me. I hate how it makes me snap on my husband. I hate how it makes me cry every day. I hate that I hate being pregnant. I should be grateful because of how easy we conceived. I feel guilty.

I have an OB appointment Monday and I hope I have the courage to speak up and get help. But how did anyone else who had it manage it?

I have 20 some more weeks to go. I’m scared of what will happen in that long of a period.