I hate this (rant)

I think I’m going to delete this app for a while. I have lost two perfectly healthy babies because of MD negligence. I’ve been trying for 7 months since the loss of my daughter and another fucking negative.

We’ve done two IUIs to help speed up the process and NEGATIVE.

I’m so fucking over it. Everyone at work is pregnant. I just had a bday and I am so depressed. Three years of trying, two babies in heaven (son and daughter) and no babies to hold.

Incompetent cervix fucking sucks.