So guys, I’ve been with this guy for 7 years.... we were happy until it wasn’t. About a year ago I moved into a new apartment.... alone. We fought many time about how I felt like I was doing this alone and how I felt like he didn’t want to be in this relationship anymore, all the signs were there but I was afraid to just let go. I recently came to find out that he has been cheating on me and had a whole ass relationship with someone else for two years.. we talk about how this happened, he tells me that he fucked up and he wants to make things right, I told him I couldn’t trust him anymore and I still love him so I told him it would be hard for us to overcome this, he said he would try because he didn’t want to lose me.... I let him and he has been trying and I was starting to think that maybe there was a light at the end of this very dark tunnel. Last night he just texted me telling me that maybe things aren’t going to work out because he doesn’t think he can make me happy again. I’m heart broken, I’m pissed and I’m so sad because I’m so blinded by the emotions I’ve had for him that I don’t care that he cheated on me I just don’t want things to end... I can’t allow myself to hurt anymore I need to move on and be better for myself.... I don’t have friends because I never wanted to be a burden to anyone or bother anyone with any of my issues but I feel so alone I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to about this.... maybe someone will read this maybe no one will but thank you if you took the time to read because I’ve never felt so low in my life 😣😞