Feeling very depressed this Valentine’s day

I’ve never had a boyfriend and every birthday wish I make since I was 15 is to have a boyfriend. I’m 25 now. I’ve literally failed

The thing is, I get a lot of male attention walking out and about. I’m told I’m attractive but then the only guys that show interest in me are creepy, persistent or have autism. I’ve given people a chance but I feel depressed because they get angry cause I don’t want to sleep with them

Last year I tried starting dating apps and it was going well until he disappeared for a while. It was excited while it lasted but he never even asked to sleep with me. Made me feel unattractive.

Now I’m back on the apps and no guys ever message me first. Why could this be? I have a decent profile and good bio. Yet I have to reach out first every time. I’ve never been chased by a nice guy in my life Im scared this means I’m unattractive