Hey y’all,so I’m 26 years old I’ve just had my baby 2 months ago and during my whole entire pregnancy I was very depressed I was in and out of work as a welder, so I was not really use to not working as to my previous life of working.

I managed to gain around 70 pounds I went from 252 to 318 I’ve been having such a hard time with my weight I use to be bigger and during this time I’m getting use to my bb and our routine together my eating habits are just embarrassing and I’m very disheartened by my choices and how my body feels and looks my husband loves me but I’m having a tougher time loving myself and controlling my food intake.

I’ve been craving sweets and have upped my water intake and have been trying to work out,unfortunately it has not been consistent I’m a breast feeding mama so getting off the couch and spending an hour away from my baby has been a war😞😩😭

The way I view myself is unkind I hardly get ready anymore definitely not feeling pretty womanly or confident I use to be very confident and also accomplished and active but these days are just tough I’m anxious,self conscious,depressed I’m blessed with a beautiful daughter I just wish I’d get my shit straight I’m hopeful 💔. Thank you for taking the time to read into a strangers life 🫀