I’m currently wanting to cry because... this guy I’ve been having “casual sex” with.. started to feel like so much more to me and I would tell him that... he gave me my first orgasm and all and the second person I had slept with at that... and I thought we were on the same page although he doesn’t text me back for a minute.. he be ignoring me it feels like because he takes forever to text back.. I tell him about it but he just says he’s busy... it had even got to the point where I told him if he didn’t want me anymore to let me know and he said it wasn’t that... and that’s he does want me... and he’s just busy... it’s been a minute since we really had sex with eachother let alone just talked really... I tell him about keeping faith, hope, chasing his dreams and becoming a higher version of himself Spiritually, he needs to get in the game... and so I caught myself making him something from scratch for Valentine’s Day... only for him to text me about a 3sum with his best friend.... and how he wants me to bring a homegirl and/or he’ll bring his homeboy... I’m literally just wanting to cry... I’ve tried to ask him what we were and what are we but he just won’t say.. I’m tired and confused of holding on but then I’m not because I want him so badly... like I really grew attached.. and he made it like we could be more... but it really was just casual sex for pleasure I guess... the sad truth and it hurts.. he really has his friend texting me right now and he’s not texting me at all...