I want to get pregnant

I would never do this because I love and respect my bf. And I don’t want to trap my bf, I just want a baby. I take my birth control religiously and would never go off without his permission. Sometimes I just wish we would have an accident baby. I’m getting old and don’t know when he will propose. We had an accident pregnancy that ended in early miscarriage. I was terrified then but now I wish it survived

We are in a great relationship, have a lot of money and great jobs. It’s just not happening on the timeline I’d like. I’m afraid I won’t be able to have my baby 😰