I have been talking to this guy since just before new year. We talked every single day, facetimed etc and just got on really really well. He lives about an hour away and right now with the pandemic we haven’t been able to meet, nearly a few times just for a walk but it never happened. We’ve had multiple talks about how we feel about each other and what’s happening but I was always very confused by him. Being on FaceTime for 4 hours and watching movies over it, messaging from morning to night and he was never that bad for replying so I thought it was going really well! However a couple of times he kept changing his tinder photos/bio and it did hurt, he can do what he wants but I just figured maybe we’d be going somewhere. Anyway on Wednesday we had a big argument, I told him he was confusing me because his attitude can change v quickly and just gets very blunt sometimes. I asked what he really wanted from me and him and asked is it just purely sexual, well he went crazy and started saying why would he still be talking to me if I was just for that, that it was a horrible thing to say. It’s confusing when you don’t know what someone wants though! I apologised and he was clearly very annoying, he left me on delivered for 2 hours and I double messaged apologising again for saying that, and that I felt terrible. He opened it the next morning and has never replied since. I just can’t let it go and I know I should, but a part of me just wants to message to ask if we’re never gonna talk again. I obviously got attached to him and I miss talking to him but is it desperate if I message again?