?? I don't get it

Pos ovulation feb 5 (cd18)

I had a long surge

Ovulated on feb 8th (cd21)

Had lite blood in cm on feb 10th (cd20)

On Sunday (cd34) I saw more blood mixed with cm only when I checked cm.. it was more than before but still light. Not even enough to see when I wipe. I felt some pains.

Today (cd 36) I dont see any more blood

Light cm

Not much cramps.

I'm 15 dpo if I'm going off all that.

Glow days af due Friday...

((which isn't 2 weeks after O but I know it's not always 2 weeks later af shows. ))

And Getting bfn

??????

Man I really hope I'm still in this..

Anyone else relate?

I'm still holding on to hope.

And really praying.