This waiting is killing me!

I feel like I’ve been bleeding for ever I started miscarrying in feb 17th had a d&c done the 26th my bleeding has slowed to a spotting and will sometimes be a light flo this past two days I’ve had some cramps my hcg is dropping (been testing to see) and my LH test are negative I just want to get my period so I can start trying again this is driving me nuts!! 😩😔😞 I’m trying to stay positive but I’m literally surrounded by pregnant people in my family! I just wish I could have my baby back! 😭