i wanna bang my head against a wall

i don’t want my boobs. i want to chop them off. they’re so fucking painful and are causing me so many fucking problems. i don’t want them on my body even without that. i can’t even wear clothes that fit without putting an oversized extra layer because i can’t stand the sight of them. they’re too big to bind, nothing i do can make me even remotely flat chested. and everyone feels the need to point out that they’re big. i can’t find bras that fit. im currently spilling out of my J cups, which i previously didn’t know existed. im going to chop them off as soon as i can.