Probably shouldn't wear these..

I'm a plus size girl. I'm 5'11 and about 320 lbs. I'm shaped like a pear with tree stump legs. I wouldn't say I'm proportionate. I carry all of my weight mostly from my belly and hips down. I wear a size 24 Jean if that helps for reference.

Yesterday I bought a pair of jeans from old navy that are distressed. The model they had them I'm was not my size obviously and normally I don't buy jeans that reveal skin. Mostly because it pops out and looks like a busted can of biscuits when I sit down.

I know a lot of you will be like..."body positivity" but my job requires me be around some judgy men...(police officers) I'm 36 and try to be trendy...I just don't want to know I'm the butt of a joke. I shouldn't care but I do. I make sure to take care of myself, shower every day, fix my hair, makeup thr whole deal...even make sure to spray myself throughout my shift just in case I might smell.