I’m going to get a lot of hate for this

I’m getting a little older now, just had my 30th birthday. I still look fairly young but am starting to get sad about looking older. This is going to sound terrible but I’ve always been pretty attractive and am dreading the day I’m no longer one of the most attractive people in the room because of age. I know this is such a petty thing to be concerned about and in reality it’s not a big deal at all but i can’t lie that it does make me a little sad that one day I’ll be somewhere and my beauty won’t be something people notice. I know I have other things to offer and i realize how dumb this it but it’s is something I’ve always carried with me, has become prt of my identity and one day That won’t be who I am.

I know there are far more important things but physical beauty has always been part of who I am. Just a little sad I’ll lose that one day.