I’m hoping for better days

My boyfriend left me a few days ago, out of no where. He said he still can’t get over my past, but when I would bring up his he’d tell me to move on that it’s in the past... that we have to move forward but he wouldn’t do the same for me. So he left me, our son & our unborn baby. I broke. I cried all night until 3am & I finally passed out, the next day I was sad yes. I cried again but not long. The next day, I felt better. I packed his clothes in bags, cleaned my room & did laundry, listened to my music loud. Now today, I don’t feel sad but I do feel lonely but it’s not overwhelming. I deserve someone who’d stay, and not just leave me out of nowhere & ask me to wait for him, when I’m not even sure he’s coming back. I’m taking a trip next weekend, with my sister. I have an apartment 7 hours out of town so that’s where we’ll be spending our weekend. I’m hoping getting away from here helps me & shows me that I don’t need him. That I can grow on my own. ❤️