Frustrated/FOMO

I am 22, and a virgin. I hate using that to classify myself but i have never had sex. I really want to go off and just have sex and experience it all. (Masterbating only goes so far) i am craving physical touch.

I have been on a couple of dates here and there some lead to a full on makeout sessions others don’t go anyway and one lead to second base. I shut them all down because I never felt comfortable with the guy.

Here is the twist I don’t want a partner type relationship, I honestly just want to have physical touch and have a physical relationship with someone thats it. I don’t want to get emotionally attached even though I do get attached emotionally.

I also feel like i am missing out on the fun sexual experiences because I’ve never had sex if that makes sense. I have this reservation that i don’t

want to just lose it to anybody, but frankly i don’t give a fuck who i lose it to i just want to have sex. And i want it to be hot.

I don’t know what to do, I need some advice.