Depressed

I am extremely depressed and I don’t know what to do. I’ve been feeling so hopeless lately. My relationship with my bf had changed over the past few days but he won’t talk about it.. he says everything is fine but there has definitely been a change. I feel like I’m being left again.... everyone always leaves me. He’s the only person I have left in this world besides my kids and baby. I break down crying every day. Maybe my anxiety and emotions are pushing him away??? I had to hide how I felt with my ex husband, I wasn’t allowed to really have negative feelings. I just don’t know anymore.:... sorry end of rant