Pregnancy depression

I am currently 6months pregnant.. I am happy about my baby. But some days I am not due to my current situation. My baby father lives in a whole different state and we hooked up just three months later I got prego (he’s a good daddy I knew he would be)but he isn’t relationship material and I feel like a mess and I still can’t believe I put myself in this situation. Some days

I am confident some days I am

Not ....and I have

A lot of family but I don’t like to talk about my pregnancy because I don’t feel like they support me or that they’re even happy for me 😓😔