Update 3 years later!!! - I've got a date today

I don't really want to go. I've gotta travel 30 miles by bus because the trains aren't working, it's a 2 1/2 hour bus journey to and from, he only has to travel an hour in his car. I just feel really uncomfortable at the thought of going so far by bus if something happens. I do like him I just wish we were meeting somewhere closer to home but I've already agreed and due to catch the 9:30am bus 😔

Update - 3 years later on the date:

So I ended up catching the bus and had a brilliant time, and fast forward three years on the exact date I posted this, we're planning our wedding!! Isn't it funny how things turn out