Just ranting because I need to get it out somewhere

My husband and I just had sex for the first time since our second daughter was born (I’m almost 7 weeks pp). Although I enjoyed it and it felt so nice to be close to him again my mind couldn’t help but wander to all the things I’m feeling insecure about—my squishy post baby belly, my stretch mark saggy boobs that are sore from breast feeding, my stretched out vagina, and the list goes on and on.

I bounced back quicker after my first, despite having to have a c-section. I just remember feeling sexy again when we had sex for the first time postpartum, and I felt anything but that this time around.