I'm done changing plans for my mom.

I feel horrible saying this, but I'd like a venting area.

I'm done rearranging my schedule for my mother. Most of my memories of childhood is having plans with my mom made and broken, changed dates, quick meet ups when full days were promised. (because her friends became available)

From the earliest I can remember up to now each time plans and dates are decided on, suddenly the day or two before I will get a call saying that it needs to be changed because something/someone came up.

For easter this year she called and asked to spend the day with my child because it's so important to her since they don't see each other very often.

She called the Thursday before because her boyfriend had baseball tickets for Easter and she needed to change it to an hour or so Friday.

It always gave me a feeling of not being important enough and her not liking me as a person.

I know it sounds immature and ungrateful, but I can no longer change my life and get my hopes up to be crushed. I refuse to have it effect my child the same way it effected me.